Monday, June 21, 2010

my hero .


he is my hero
my father
my best friend
my guard
and my superduperhero !

he is my everything
he is so patient in every lil thing
he could stay awake all night just to make sure that i'm ok
he could control his feeling in every bad situation
he always know what to do
he is tough!
he could read my feeling
he is the best
he is a superduper good listener
he is funny and spontaneous

"HE IS A SUPER DUPER DADDY!"
"HAPPY FATHER'S DAY , DAD! "

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

eventhough you're gone, but u'll still live in my heart

hey brother !
how are you?
what are you doin right now,
up there?
having fun in your bornday ?
could you celebrate your bornday there?
oh, i forgot.
u dont like to celebrate your bornday.
but you celebrate your last bornday

hey brother.
you know what?
i really want to give u some gift
special gift
i never give a gift for you
but isnt a sketch of Mickey Mouse that i drew by myself.
like i used to when u're back to Jakarta.
when i ask you, "what do u want for your gift,brother?"
u always said, "you are my special gift,lil' sist"
do you know how much happy i am when u answer my question like that?
SUPER !
i'm such a very lucky lil girl to have a brother like you.

brother,
u are my life that time.
but you're gone.
suddenly
that time, i felt like i dont have my life anymore
because that time,
only you
who care about me.
we're very close!
and i know u knew it.

sometimes,
mm, so many times actually
i wish u were here,
right here with me.
guiding me as usually
u dont know how much i need you
it hurts when i realize that u're not here anymore
its hard to ignore it
but i have to face it

is it a sin?
i'm sorry if it is
i'm really really sorry if it makes you sad
but i really didnt meant it
this is what i feel.

from now,
i promise,
i wont sad anymore.
for you.
i want you happy up there
and i know
u always guiding me from up there
and i'll pray for you

this my gift for you brother.
i just can give this

"HAPPY BORNDAY,
BENYAMIN DWINANDA PERBAWA RIZKY"

you will always in my heart, :*