how about "The Lady Rocker?"

model : Anne

photographer : Singgih

look like a DRUNKARD huh?

model : Anne

photographer : Ian

"Radit dan Jani" or "Romantic Criminal" ?

model : Rinov and Anne

photographer : Singgih

another photo from the photographer

" hopeless "
model : anne
photographer : ian

B . M

he's everything for me even maybe i'm not
all that i want is him
i never thought i falling in love with him
and this love isn't an ordinary love.
i feel 'diffrent'
i dont know what it is exactly.
but, i can feel it

he have a thousand ways to make me cry even he didn't mean it
tapi gue ga tau apa yang bikin gue terus bertahan dan ga menyerah ngadepin dia
walopun udah banyak airmata gue buat dia yang mungkin dia ga tau.

i dont care what people say about us.
i love him.
that's all i know and that's what people should know.

maybe i've treated him badly.
but deeply inside, i wish i could treat him rightly.

i didnt mean to force him to say 'i love u' or something like that
as long as he could make me believe that his heart is mine
and as long as he shows his affection,
its more than enough for me.

i love him the way he is !
bener2 pure dia!

i sincerely love him
walopun dia ga memperlakukan gue selayaknya yang gue mau, meskipun dia beberapa kali nyakitin hati gue tanpa dia sadari, tp gue ga nuntut dia untuk melakukan selayaknya apa yang gue mau.

i have to understand anything about him even he won't
gue harus belajar buat ngerti dia.semuanya dan apapun itu.

i've learned many things from him
salah satunya, dia ngajarin gue kalo sayang tuh ga harus diucapin.tp dirasakan. itu plajaran paling susah yg gue hadapin.

last but not least,
i have to pray to Jesus Christ for our relationship.
biar Tuhan campur tangan dalam hubungan ini
dan gue pasrah dan terus berharap sama dia.
even God knows that i love him

" you're not gonna die "

model : Rinov , Anne (me!)

photo by Ian

a great photo session

ONE FREAKY DAY

model : Singgih, Tasha, Rinov, Michelle, Anne

photographer : ian

THE PROPOSAL AND THE UMBRELLA-MAN

model : Rinov, Anne, Singgih

photographer : Ian

so, what do you think?

a notes for him .

i never thought i'd meet you
i never thought this feeling grows in my heart
stronger and stronger everyday
now, i can't lie anymore,
" i l o v e y o u "
and you know it

i can't deny it
this feeling gets stronger everytime i deny it.
so i decided to tell the truth.
i don't care you will hate me or not,
i don't care what would you think
i just don't wanna lose you
and i wanna free from this pain that i felt


i'm very happy when you told me that u love me too,
and you care for me

but i'm not really sure about that.
because u never say it (maybe u've say it but just once and i dont know its serious or not)
but u showed it
and its hard for me to understand it. (but i've tried it)

in my deeply heart,
i still doubt it.

Ben, i'm really sorry about this feeling.

but it's the truth

i didn't mean to force you to say 'i love u' or something like that

i just want you to convince me that your feeling about me is true !

that's all that i want

Ben, please..

i just wanna know the truth.

i just want to hear it straight from your mouth.

even just once for a lifetime

but please..

convince me..

so i'll never ask you about this anymore.

please, Ben..

its for BM

When it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.
Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

You know how I feel about you,
and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy.

Right now this distance between us is out of our control,
but I'm still hoping one day soon,
I'll get what I'm wishing for.

thank you so much Father Jesus . i love you most and most

07.01.2010
11.30 PM til 03.00 AM


semua berawal dari pertengkaran pertengkaran kecil karena salah paham.
dari mulai debat di bbm, msn sampe di telfon.
namun semua brakhir dengan indahnya.

thanks Jesus Christ.
thank you so much Father..


the best present  :)

B.M is still the owner of my heart

there's nothing i could say..
i just can say, "thank you so much Jesus because You give me the best thing in this year. thank you so much Jesus for all that u've done for our relationship. AMEN"
and for my B.M ,
"thank you so much for your caring, for all your jealousy, for your time, and for your love. i'm sorry because i've made you angry about the photos with another man. but one thing that u should know, i still love u until this time . not loving you is harder than you know. i didn't know how to find out about your feeling to me so i did that thing. i'm really sorry. but i'm glad because i finally knew that u still love me. i love u  ben, more than you know.. u're still the owner of my heart."

its about Christmas

“aku dapet kado apa ya tahun ini?”
“Ma, aku pengen baju baru buat natal,” pinta seorang anak kecil kepada Ibunya.
“Pa, Ma, aku dapet kado natal apa tahun ini?” tanya seorang anak remaja kepada orangtuanya.
“Ma, masak apa buat Natal ini?” tanya seorang Suami kepada Istrinya.
“Pa, kita rayain Natal dimana tahun ini?” tanya seorang Istri pada Suaminya.
SEMUAAAA SERBA NATAL ! pokoknya, natal tiap tahun tuh HARUS beda! Sadar ga sih kalau terkadang kita suka melakukan hal seperti itu juga?? meskipun terkadang kita kita hanya memikirkannya atau mungkin hanya sekedar merencanakannya!
Manusiawi memang, kalau kita seperti itu.
Tapi pernah ga sih kita mikirin orang lain yang nasibnya ga seberuntung kalian diluar sana?Orang-orang yang kurang mampu dalam segi ekonomi maupun fisik?
Orang-orang yang tinggal di kolong jembatan, pemulung, pengemis yang tinggalnya di pinggir jalan hanya dengan selembar kardus, atau orang-orang yang ga mampu bangun dari tempat tidurnya karena sakit.
Pernah ga mereka semua terpikirkan oleh kita?
Saya rasa jawabannya kurang tepat kalau dibilang bahwa kita tidak pernah memikirkan mereka sama sekali, hanya saja kita sangat jarang memikirkan mereka karena kita kurang memperhatikan dan peduli dengan mereka. kita terlalu cuek.
Yang kita pikirkan hanyalah “kita,kita dan kita!”
Guys, coba pikirkan tentang “mereka yang terlupakan ” pikirkan bagaimana mereka merayakan Natal..
Mungkin mereka hanya merayakan Natal dengan ala kadarnya. Berkumpul bersama dan berdoa. That’s it !
Ga ada pohon natal, ga ada makan-makan besar, ga ada kado, ga ada baju baru, dan mungkin mereka ga pergi ke gereja!





Tapi apa kalian tau, bahwa natal yang dirayakan oleh “orang-orang yang terlupakan” itu justru dihadiri oleh Tuhan Yesus dibandingkan dengan Natal yang kita rayakan dengan meriah?Guys, Tuhan Yesus ga pernah minta hari ulang tahunNya dirayakan semeriah mungkin.
Toh kenyataannya banyak orang yang MELUPAKAN KEHADIRAN TUHAN YESUS dalam perayaan tersebut atau bahkan mereka TIDAK MENGUNDANG TUHAN YESUS DALAM PERAYAAN TERSEBUT?! Mungkin mereka mengadakan kebaktian bersama keluarganya, tapi sehabis itu? mereka melupakannya begitu saja! Apakah kita juga seperti itu juga??
Tuhan Yesus hanya ingin DiriNya DIUNDANG dan TURUT SERTA dalam perayaannya itu. apakah kita tega tidak mengundang dan menurutsertakanNya dalam perayaan yang SEBENARNYA kita rayakan untukNya??
Meskipun kita merayakannya dengan sangat sederhana seperti apa yang dilakukan oleh ‘mereka yang terlupakan’, namun mereka tulus dan mengikutsertakan Tuhan Yesus dalam perayaan tersebut! Dan itulah kado terindah untuk Tuhan Yesus.
Jadi, jika kita ingin memberikan kado yang indah dan terbaik untuk Tuhan Yesus, turut sertakanlah Tuhan Yesus dalam perayaan hari ulang tahunNya dan kehidupan sehari-hari kita.
Dan ingatlah akan mereka yang terlupakan diluar sana. Bantu dan perhatikanlah mereka.
BERBAGILAH KASIH DAN UCAPLAH SYUKUR SELALU !
Jesus Bless You All, Readers..